Showing posts with label inspiration. Show all posts
Showing posts with label inspiration. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Acorns to Oaks

If I don't start somewhere perhaps I will never begin, so let's begin.

I am currently in one of the most dynamic seasons (mentally and spiritually) I have experienced thus far in my 28 years, or at least I am more acutely aware of the change, transition and growth this time around (in the past these things have maybe snuck in without my notice).

Moving to Washington three months ago (today exactly) somehow managed to propel me in the direction of goals I've held in the back of my mind for ages and never quite managed to realize.

As it turns out choosing to believe the things God says are true about me [my original design ] gets every wheel in my brain activated and turning like mad! Creativity, discipline, inspiration, determination, direction….all things I have tried to drum up on my own strength at different points in my life.

It seems that it is more effective to put my focus on rejecting fear, breaking up with compromise, making a little extra room in my day to just think and pray than it is to try and "get" things I feel I need. When I made a little room…fullness found me!

One of the wheels that has started turning is my LOVE of encouragement (if you read the previous post LOVEfeed you'll see how that has started to grow). After hosting a Facebook event (which was all about giving people reasons why I appreciate them and honoring them publicly) at the beginning of this month I was SO blessed, SO inspired and SO excited to see how many other people took up the challenge and started to give meaningful encouragement to each other.

I have never had so much fun on Facebook! All weekend I couldn't wait to get a moment with my phone to update my status and call someone out for why they were wonderful to me. If you've missed the first round don't worry, you can practice any time; I will certainly be hosting another event in the future!

Another part of who I am (and have always been) is a writer. I am just not consistent about making time for this very often. That, I believe, will be another area that can see change in this coming season.

Spring begins this week and in Washington that means there are ALREADY flowers and trees bursting to life with blossoms! (I just started making plans with a friend to attend the local Tulip Festival!) My hope is that the ideas and concepts I've been germinating in my head-heart over the past few months will bloom here in prose.

Revelation is beautiful, revelation shared is better.

Some of the topics I want to write about include:
What are the many appetites of our souls and how they drive us?
What does my Christianity looks like if I am more focused on building an inheritance than receiving one?
What does it mean to be "sent out" by the Lord of the harvest (Matthew 9) to my own sphere of society?
What does it mean to receive the fruits of the Spirit instead of trying to grow them myself?

…..just a glimpse into my rapidly growing list of gritty topics.

If you're a Follower (or become one) and there is another topic you're chewing on that would make for good soul food please leave a comment or send an email and I'll tackle it!

Here's to Being who we are today instead of waiting to Become.


Wednesday, August 08, 2012

immaterial

Let's go back to yesterday perhaps, today is too mysterious for my heart to understand
My ignorance yesterday kept my heart beating steady, not nervous or racing or catching in my throat
Let's go back to yesterday when I had forgotten the throws of young emotion that cause my stomach to drop and my mind to cloud with day dreams and longing
These moments of chaos were distant memories, yesterday

Let's go back to yesterday, today is too lonely for my survivor's heart
My rhythm yesterday was uninterrupted, my eyes weren't stuck to the the door looking for the face to appear that would stop me holding my breath
Holding your breath is easier when you forget how sweet and free the air can be

"perhaps a little inspiration here"
that's all it took
the best surprise, the sweetest goodbye, the longest drive home happy in my life
curiosity battling exhaustion and a mind full of bottled emotions ready to burst like a bottle of champagne
don't twist me now
recap the cork
take me back to yesterday when I knew how to think

yesterday I was content in shades of grey, sharp in contrast but nothing so vibrant that it could move me
and now I'm here in this perpetual today where blue skies, green grasses, white sheets and red lips burst in bold revelation causing my steady soul to tremble
like blinking away the blurry eyes of morning the sense of change settles on me like a fragrant night breeze off the sea, growing hour by hour

take me back to yesterday when i had nothing so fragile to try and hold lightly
nothing so bright as to cause my eyes to look away
back to yesterday when i slept alone, unaware
when i walked ahead not noticing my solitary
take me back to yesterday
before you took me by surprise
before I had cause to wonder if you were merely ether
if only I could have caught our moments
like a ship in a bottle to wonder over, to try and understand

then again, perhaps I wouldn't mind today, if I knew how to find you here