motional: both having movement and feeling emotions, sometimes simulataneously

i made up a new word. motional. it's my word for the week. or maybe for the year.
it's the word for when life changes right underneath your feet. when you feel fine, but if you try to explain it you might cry. when you've packed over half of what you own and moved it and you're still not sure if you should unpack when you arrive. it's when home becomes the most ambiguous word. it's second guessing and feeling humbled and asking lots of questions. sometimes it's because you feel like there couldn't possibly be more good-byes in your life if you planned them. most of the time you feel silly thinking about it or immature or something.

there's more to it, but that's all for now.
ever felt motional???