assorted thoughts

* it used to be dark outside my house. now our neighbors' yard lights light up our house like a full moon. who needs four lights on the their garage, and why are they still on at 1am?*

*i sang at margarita monday this week. that's the first time i've sung in a bar. i felt just as close to God performing in a bar as i do in church. there's something in it that's not of myself, and it was good to remember that feeling. it's been a while. *

* my 'climb the stairs' muscles are tired. i worked really hard tonight. then at the end i forgot to charge someone for $85 worth of food. i feel like crap about it. bad way to end a night where i worked so hard. my boss didn't make me pay for it. i think i might've felt better if he had.*

*i love water. and i have a real appreciation for sobriety.*

* summer is quickly coming to an end. it's official now, i'm moving to southern california. i made my payment today for bible college.*

* i still don't know what i want to be when i grow up.*

* i love taking showers in the dark.*

*final thought*

*i'm really going to miss my big sister when i leave. becasuse of working nights i've hardly seen her all summer. it makes me sad just thinking about it. *

* i love you emily! *