all i know is that i'm not confused at all about how i feel. i just feel it. which isn't exactly normal at all, but i could get used to the idea. especially in retrospect of the emotional roller coaster i have ridden the past two months, along with my tendancy towards feeling quite fickle, this, this i'm just not confused about.
i would look at you because i liked what i saw, that's not new to me. the funny thing was just how often your eyes were already looking for me. what did you see? i wonder. not what it means or what could come of it, strangely i didn't wonder those things. i don't think i will bother to ask those questions tonight.
i feel no need to hide my revelation of opinion on the matter. likewise i feel no need to act upon it either. that's up to you, and i'm okay with that as well.
it's just such a peace to know that simply put i like you. like, without all the misconceptions and inferences that accompany such a statement, just simply like.
it wasn't anything. there isn't 'something'. but it could have been, it could have been the beginning of something.
as always my experiences, opinions and feelings toward such are left to the workings of time.
rather it is in God's hands, the likes of which i am thankfully becoming more and more reassured with, and i will not make anything more of my feelings than what they are.
lofty promises - true, but attainable.
you might forget me, i might forget you. but if i ever meet your eyes again i know i'll remember...and i'll like it.
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